Hello...

Memories race through my mind,
Of me,of you,of us.
We were foolish.
Never thought of those three words.
Rarely said those three words.
Time is our enemy.
How did we let it slip through our fingers?
Out of our grasp,
it doesn't return.
Follow me;
Away from this place.
This place of bro
ken dreams
And lost love.

omgomgomg...
I'm feeling miserable this days...gosh
Since he left me,I felt something was missing
in my life.All night I cried.Feeling the
strongest heart pain ever.Gosh,all i felt
was wanting to go up to you && say i still
love you.Damn,wht was just the main reason
you left?What did I do wrong?At times I felt like
killing myself.What am I supposed to do with all
the feelings I have for you?This feelings just don't
want to go away.I missed the old you.I missed the old us.
Come back,will you? I 'll just wait for you
if I have to....

On 30 January
Had a last minute SL gathering at Mr Wan's house.
So buss-ed to Anna's house to change then bussed again
to Jurong to meet Sofia then 3 of us train to Commonwealth.
Reached Mr Wan house & his dog was there to welcome us.
Me & Anna was afraid so we stayed outside his
house.Then Mr Wan locked the dog.So me & Anna went in.

Then after a moment,Izuwan & Nat came O.o
Me & Anna then decided to go to the highest level,
which is level 40,like wow!!The wind there was nice!
So is the view.Then took the lift to level 1,
went to shengshiong & bought water & went back
to Mr Wan's house.Reached there & found out tht
Nat had to go home.Izuwan then sang us a song.NOOO!!
Tht so long time..He sang at the wrong time.The song
he sang kinda made me sad.gosh.

Then the gathering ended.Anna & Hazig n some went home.
Me Sofia Izuwan Shawn Garrick Irwan decided to go
eat at Ayer Rajah Foodcourt.At there we talk abt ghost
stories.OMGOMG!It was super duper scary.Called uncle to
pick me up at bust.Reached home arnd 12+am?Then went to sleep.

31 January
Went shopping with mum & auntie at Orchard...
Kinda bored la...haix..Wanted to buy MP4 or Ipod,
but the shop was closed,so maybe buying tomoro
or next week..^^woohoo....
Reached home exactly
at 12am teehee^^I didnt get enough sleep
this days.Gosh.I'm having eyebags!!
Reached home,on th com chat with Tracy,Nat & Azhar.
Now posting.okok.I talk too MUCH!I wnt go sleep now.
ByeBye!!

Labels: memories of you were kept...

HolaHola

Post dedicated to:Tracy Dcruz
Hey bestfriend,you're pretty.
Don't think negative ok?Whatever happens,
you've got me & I will be there for you
when you are in need of me.You've always
put the smile on my face.I didn't regret
being your bestfriend,I even cherished the
times we spent together,especially during
our latest outing.Haha!It was great.
When I was down,you were there.You gave me ur
friendly hug.I couldn't imagine how my days in
school without you would be like.Ohmygoodnesssake.
I just dun bear to lose you bestfriend!
I love you to the effing CORE!

Today was kinda ok luhhs...
Aft skul slacked arnd with Anna Sofia
Nurin Fazri Nathaniel Sandy Emily.Then
one-by-one had to go home.Me & Sofia
went off at 5.30,went to 7-11,took bus 78
to Clementi.Met Jerome,we took bus 106 to
Ghim Moh as Jerome had tuition at Blk 5 while
I lived in block 2.Reached Ghim Moh,we slacked
for sometime,then Jerome had to go for tuition &
I head home.Reached home,on the com.Chat with
Tracy,Nurin & Azhar O.o
haha okok...tht's all...&& tomoro p.e,i heard
we are running 3 rounds arnd the skul..like...
OHMYGOODNESSAKE!Well have to get ready for tomoro.
xpp...Till here luhs...ByeBye...

p.s I still love you...

Labels: i miss those times we had;♥

You people might be seeing me being happy
these days,but I'm not bcos of N__.
I really love him truckloads.Somehow
he managed to win my heart thoroughly.
In that moment I lost every reason to live.
But I know I've still got a long live ahead of me.
Bcos of you,I slashed,for you.
I just wnt you to know I love you..
hell lots..Just bear tht in mind baby..
Been so called emo-ing these days.
Lol.Trying to cheer myself up uhs...
I just love him...alot....

ByeBye...

Labels: I love you now n forever, N__

MashiMoshu^^

Today went swimming at Agus's condo
with Anna Agus Fitri Elfie Hafiz Fazri.
So met up with them at 1opm at Bukit Batok,
eat breakfast & went off to his condo.
Reached there,changed & jumped into the pool.
Had fun swimming & playing on the slide uhs.

Then Anna said she wanted to tell me something,
so i went to her,Hafiz Elfie Fazri Fitri was
there too luhs...Then Anna told me something
regarding N________,I cannt tell you wht uhs..
so basically alot of people
know about it luhs,it was spreading,real fast.
I cried & Anna was there to calm me down.
So sit by the side,alone.

Sms-ed Nicholas & told him everything,I love
him like a brother of mine^^He was there for me
when I was sad & lend me his shoulder when I
was sick.So had no mood swimming.Fitri had to
at 2pm so,I went off with her,coincidentally
mum told me to go home too.So I had to leave
Anna,alone with the guys.I'm seriously sorry
Anna,but the news was too shocking for me
that it ruined my day,my whole day,that was
what spoiled my mood to swim.I really sorry,
hope you understand me.I really love you Anna,
a bestfriend of mine,who was always there
for me when I needed her.I love her to the core!
So I reached home cried & cried & had fever for tonight.
I couldn't believe N________ could do this to me.
Well talking to him tomoro,now im going to meet Emily,
doing homework ohmygoodness.Tomoro must hand in all
homework lorhs.Must finish by tonight.Got to go!
ByeBye!!!

Labels: I love you yet u do this to me....

Sawaadikaap!!!!
Teehee..helo.

Yesterday went to watch INKHEART with Tracy.
OHMYGOOOD!!!!I love the show!It rocks,seriously.
Mit up with Tracy at 12.40 trained to Boon Lay,
bought tickets.There's still like 45mins till the
show started.So window shopped,sat at Mac & talked
about something/someone,then at 1.45 hurried to
buy combo,bought Nachos combo 2 cheese sausage^^
Went into the cinema and settled down.

Then after the show,took 198 to clementi & went
to the playground near Tracy's house.We were
playing with the bars like monkehh,hehs...
Then arnd 5+pm Tracy accompanied me to the bus stop.
Reached home & found out that nobody was at home xB
Called mum & she told me to meet her at Suntec City.

Tookbus 111 to Suntec,went there & found out tht
majority of shops were closed la..aiyo!So we decided
to walk to Beach Road go makan.Me brother & uncle
we were making noises throughout the journey,making
stupid ghost noises.fun!Reached there & makan.
After sometime,trained back to Buona Vista & walk home.
Reached home at 11pm,jumped to bed & went to sleep.

Today,auntie woke me up at 6+am to help her with some
cooking XB...I was like a zombie la...Very lazy to wake up
in the morning la.So helped her with the cooking,then
wanted to jump back to bed but couldn't sleep xpp
Tidied up bed,clean up the room,fold clothes,washed clothes
then hang the washed clothes & im done!Seriously tiring xpp
Now posting^^Okay I want go makan now..hungry la!!

Btw tomoro going Agus's condo for swimming with some peeps.
Hope N________ could come along tomoro but he got CNY so no
chance;[ well its ok....
Tomoro's going to funfunfun!!!

&&I miss you but do you even missed me?

Labels: N__ i ♥ you

Ohaiyo Kodomo!
haha.
Nth to post but I'm here to recommend you a video.
its a funny one!Taken when we were primary six.
Acted by Husani as the teacher,Iskandar Ravinpal & Yan Xun
as the students.They were my old pre-skul friends.
I miss those jokers,hell lots.
Its acted during National Day.So watch yeah?
& tag me regarding th video.Watch it!



I like it!
Its Saturday & I'm bored.
Tomoro maybe watching InkHeart with darling Tracy^^
&& I miss him!its been 2 days since we last talked.haix.sian.
Its ok...well looking forward for tomoro.
ByeBye!!

Labels: N_______ i miss you ;//TRUCKLOADS

Helo Maniacs....

I would like to say Happy Chinese New Year
to my Chinese friends!!
Wednesday must give ang pao ok?MUST!!kidding.
Today,had PE.fun!Played handball.Both team wins.
Then F____ started crying I duno why..So....
A___ felt guilty so she cried.Then S____ suddenly
shout at F____ dun anyhow scold A___ but then,
F____ wasn't even scolding A___ as F____ was
talking to her mom.& I dun understand why does
S____ has to shout at F____ without any reason?
Then aft PE had History,at tht moment,I was really
angry at S____ bcos she should have let F____
calm down first but she still INSIST to talk to
F___.In History class my hand was trembling,shivering.
I was really hurt as I dun understand why must the people
I love fight?I told Nurin to go to the toilet with me.
On the way to toilet I cried,REAL LOUD.Then Nurin
quickly bring me to the toilet.As I was crying,
my breathing stop in a sudden.I thought it was nothing,so
I let it be.Then wash face & went back into class.
Throughout the lesson,I had trouble breathing again.
During recess I discovered I had asthma.I couldn't
walk properly as my body was REAL weak. Nurin &
Sofia held on to me.Brought me to th canteen & I sit down.
I was seriously weak.Then I fainted xxp..........

Anna told me to get out of the canteen
so that I could breathe better.Then Nurin run to Noratiqah for
the puff.Anna told me to use it & breathe in & out.I thought
I was going to leave the world but thank Allah{god} I find
myself alive.Then Shu Wen my St John senior help me with
the breathing.Then went to hall cos got CNY celebration.

Sit down,drinked Valerie's water but then felt giddy again.
Went out of hall & fainted again.Nurin Sofia Sheryl Valerie
Nathaniel they insist me of going to the General Office to
rest at the sick bay,& i did.I wanna thank them for caring so
much abt me.I love my friends hell lots.I love 2n2 man!
So as N_______ he really cared abt me.Mrs Yit called
my parents & told them about my condition,bt i did wnt
to go home,so i stayed in skul,but my condition was
getting better & better.

Then Shu Wen brought me back to hall.Then aft school,
wanted to meet N_______ but dunno where he went.sadsad
Planed to go swimming at Agus's condo but Anna's
father did nt allow so stayed at Anna'a house for awhile
then talked about S____.I duno what is so wrong with her
these days.We felt that she is a person who doesn't
like to be blamed but she has to admit that it is her fault la.
Each & everyone of us makes mistake & we have to accept it.
The F____ problem thingy is also part of her fault.
BUT....haix...I duno wht to say lurhx.Me & A___ & N____
we don't know wht else to do to make her realise that
she is a way DIFFERENT person now.But I'm glad tht me
& F____ are okay now.then slacked with Anna Nurin Razi
& Danish & went home.

&& I going to miss N________ hell lots as we cant meet for 4days.
damn it!I love him to the f___ing core la.Teehee.
I wnt to spend my full time with him on Wednesday can?
CheekyCheeky...haha.okok....Stop the crack..........

okok,too much posting la.I'm tired & exhausted la...
ByeBye maniacs....

Labels: i miss you baby ://

Hello Giant Eaters!

WAY LOONG TIME since i've last posted....

So...on

17 January-Saturday
Had SL gathering at Seksuan's house located at
Blue Horizon.nice siol.
Then people got wet
:Nathaniel
:Me
:Racheal
:Agus
:Matin
:Sheryl
:Garrick
:Izuwan[partially wet]
:Jenn[partially wet]
Fun sia!!Then went to tennis court,
but find it boring,so change bck to my wet clothes
went swimming with people.The water damn
f___ing cold!Then wash up.
I went to West Coast Park with
Nathaniel Izuwan Agus Anna Sofia to watch th sunset..
But was little late for it :0
Then hang around.laughed & went home.

Today-22nd Jan
Lessons was okay la..
Aft skul went to SL room for duty.
Actually today not my duty to sell PE la.
but I replace Sheryl for the day oni...
Went for percussion for 2nd CCA.Fun bodoh!
Played games then discussing for upcoming
percussion competition.Then went home.

& I want to say sorry to Fitri of wht happen today.
Me & th rest we did not mean to treat you like a dog of ours.
I'm really sori if I really did treat you like 1.I really
cherished the fun times we had together.I am really sorry.REALLY.
I hope that you will forgive ME & the rest.

&&having eyebags as I dun have a proper sleep these days.
&& oso ilovehimtothecoreandimisshimtoo!
okok.

ByeBye....

Labels: i'm still loving you...

Hola.



School started & it SUCK!xB
SERIOUS SHIT!
&& how does it feels like when someone whom you really
TRUST started accusing you of stuffs.
This someone whom i really trust started accusing me stuffs
aftersince i broke up.& th person whom
i broke up with was his bestfriend.
Then i managed to forget my ex long time already
& now attached to someone.
Eh,i know you care about your bestfriend la
but please eh?dun just because of your bestfriend you wnt
to accuse me anihow.fcuk you!
& dun think i attched to someone else because
i wnt to forget your 'bestfriend'.
Just dont make stuffs more complicated ok?
Thank You.

Dedicated To: Hafiz Imran

Labels: i hate you?

Happy New Year!!!

Goodbye 2008 & Hello 2009!
Times passes by fast huhs?
Yesterday went down to Esplanade for Countdown.
Slept at 4+am?
School starts tomoro...OMG!
Cant wait but still in holiday mood swings?--"
Have to start waking up early in th morning.pfft
Missed people{s} though xp
Cant wait to see this year's sec 1 batch.BULLY!haha.kidding
Well i just HATE teachers nagging.
Till here crunchers.ByeBye

Labels: Its a whole new year u ASSHOLE

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